I need to start listening to worship music as I go to bed. Every night after Matt falls asleep, I lie awake listening to every noise.
I don’t understand why I am paranoid. Matt makes me feel safe. But I’m constantly on alert. Maybe it’s because of the city we live in (big city), or because it’s an apartment complex, or because we don’t know our neighbors. I don’t know why I get like this but I do. Sometimes it brings me to the point of tears. I hate it.
I used to love shows like criminal minds and law & order. But about a year ago I started having nightmares that mimicked the shows. Awful. I haven’t watched shows like that in over 7 months. The nightmares have stopped but now I’m always paranoid.
Need kari jobe’s new cd ASAP. It’d be perfect for falling asleep to. Any other worship CDs you think would be good to fall asleep to?